I mean literally, I am sick and tired. Bear with me while I throw myself a mini pity party for a second. My body aches, my throat is sore, coughing like a frog, I'm breaking out in daily crazy hives, the toddler is not sleeping well, which means neither am I.
Tuesday was rough emotionally and physically. I'm getting virtual sympathy from friends and one in particular sends me a video on positive thinking and gratitude. At the end of the video this little piece from Romans 12:2 popped into my mind:
Be transformed and RENEW your mind. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.
Good, pleasing, perfect. All words that do not describe how I feel BUT I'm pretty sure the last thing God wants me to do is complain, feel hopeless, and defeated. He wants me to RENEW my mind and be transformed. To put a new perspective on these situations, his perspective.
So I flipped it. I took each complaint, each situation I'm facing and asked Him to renew my mind to see them differently.
BUT through this sickness I've been able to experience and see Randy's love so strong and so tangible. That man is pretty amazing. Putting kids to bed, his prayers over me, the pity, and offering to take a day off to help. I'm so thankful for him. You're the best my love.
Confused by rashes.
BUT God knows. He knows what is going on inside my body and I need to trust that it will get taken care of in time. TRUST. I have the ability to see a doctor and I'm thankful for that. I'm thankful to have family and friends who are praying for my health and have been such an encouragement through this discomfort. [looks pretty gross, I know]
Wake Up Call
This was a tough one but the bestie said, one day he'll be grown and won't be crawling into bed with you anymore. As hard as it is to have my sleep interrupted, the bestie is right. So for this week I'll enjoy the snuggles and the baby love.
You know what happened when I flipped it? My body is still sick and I'm still tired but I genuinely feel good. [hehehe] My spirit is strong and I feel renewed. I know God wants me to see how he is using this sickness and my tired body to strengthen my faith and show me just how loved I am. I know that this crazy attack on my body WILL PASS.
So if you're having a rough week or feeling sick and tired... Take Romans 12:2 say it, pray it, and believe it.
God, you have given me the ability to transform and renew my mind. I want to learn to know your will for me which is good, pleasing, and perfect.
RENEW your mind and FLIP IT. See the hope in the situation and how God can use it for the good. Take the complaint and turn it into gratitude.